Thursday, October 14, 2010

...tomorrow is always a new day...

Its always be hard for me not to feel deeply for my friends and family...no matter what they are going through...I have always tried my best to be there for them and help them in any way I can...however, I don't sufficate them with my presence. Sometimes, I have a difficult time NOT letting their troubles over come me and my ability to continue to live my life to the fullest...well that only makes me human...I have always been a very empathtic person...however I haven't always been this sensitive person that I am today...just in the last 5 years some pretty traumatic things have happened and that has molded me into this new sensitive being...well...its me...take or leave it...my true friends will take it...and not judge. I am caring, loving and I am a wonderful friend to the people who take me for who I am...I once read something..."do not try to make me feel like less of a person just because I don't fit your idea of who I should be and don't try to change me to fit your mold ...if I need to change...I alone will make that decision...AMEN.


"...it is hard to navigate away from what is comfortable and what we know....even when we know we've outgrown it or that it is destructive to us in many ways. many times we stay in places where we know we don't belong simply because it is what we know......listen to the gentle and not so gentle pushes....moving on is important." - Melody Ross, and her whispering angels.

...the moving on may be hard but it's important because sometimes it's too painful or just not healthy to stay in that place any longer...for the last 10 months...I have sat and let "things" consume me that I had no control over...I have tried to help people...tried to LOVE people...but since it was brought to my attention that I am so sensitive...now I need to move on...

3 comments:

Natalie said...

I love you just the way you are!!!

Meg Stocks said...

Sounds pretty good to me! Proud to be a JS CT member with you - hugs, Meg

Margee' said...

Life is not always easy.
We all deal with alot of things in our lives.